i’m taking stuff that’s supposed to help if i’m anemic so the only other thing to do with this is try stuff that increases circulation

but i can’t consume cinnamon or large amounts of ginger

and i can’t exactly eat cayenne first thing in the morning every day

i need to go to bed now but i feel proud for my partial credit in the url lookinforhotbutts

it makes me smile whenever i see it

lookinforhotbutts:

okay! so im going to be making gift sets of body stuff. these pictures aren’t mine but they’re exactly what i’ll be making. they’ll include the following: 

  • deodorant bar
  • sunscreen bar
  • lavender lotion bar
  • muscle relaxing bar
  • lip salve
  • beet red lipstick

you can preorder now if you’d like so i can buy the supplies even sooner! they’ll be $10 plus $5 shipping and if you want to buy one you can just donate to my paypal the $15 and include your address in the note or if you’d like to pay with credit card tell me and i’ll make an etsy listing. they’ll be shipped within 1 month because like i said these are pre-orders and it’s just to help out with me getting the money to make them so i still need to order supplies. if you could reblog this to get the word out that’d be great!

i just can’t get over like

sometimes you have things worth being cheerful over but just can’t feel it

sometimes you could feel it but you just don’t have things worth being cheerful over

i have cheerfulmaking things and the capacity to feel cheerful

i am cheerful

things feel nice

this feels really nice

i want this i want to keep this

my periods get really shitty and my feelings spiral even more outta control when i get under a certain weight so usually i set food goals when i get under that weight

and then watch myself depressingly and consistently fail to get anywhere near that goal

well today i hit my food goal

and i’ve been finding new tricks and workarounds to the problems that make me unable to eat and gradually scaling up my food intake and getting even a few sparks of actual hunger signals

so overall i am capable of feeling cheerful right now and can find something to be cheerful about in that so you bet your ass i’m gonna be cheerful

adrishark replied to your post: has yahoo ever not fucked up a thing they bought…

Theres a list of sites yeah

i know i used that phrase wrong and the phrase isn’t even correct in the first place some white dude in the 1600s fucked it up and lots of other people fucked it up

mostly i think stuff will happen and i was gonna start getting worked up about speculating and then it’s like

why am i doing this

there is no point to getting worked up about this